:'(

the moment i wrte this stupid stuff, i'm crying.....dumb, idiot isn't it. ada terfikir nak call arif izwan..but u know what, each time i call u n mention bout this thing, u gonna say that i ni cengeng, mudah nangis, tak boleh terima kenyataan, lemah...what else..so many things..sometimes u perli i..


semua tu betul..u did courage me before..it didn't work at all. we were just frenz kan..so buat pela i nk alwayz cari u. sikit sikit nak report kat u..childish..huhu


can't even sleep last night..nangis..hoho. teruk jer. me myself bukan tak pernah cuba to forget this thing but it was madly deeply fuckingly hard to do. i'm a weak person...seriously sumpah i dah tired nak fikir about this thing. the person who did this to me... anda tengah happy now. yes i do know about that. i have no right to stop u..tahu tak, saya baru nk recovery. tapi kan sekarang dah hancur giler.. saya memang bodoh...



taknakcakapdah. full stop. enough. sangat sangat sangat sedih.
air mata sila berhenti :'(






p/s: damnn it? nope..because i'm stupid