hmm u...1st of all i wanna say sory sgt2. i know i shouldn't treat u like diz..i shouldn't say something dat gonna hurt u..i shouldn't give u hopes...i shouldn't cme into ur life...i shouldn't be ur fren...i shouldn't did as what i have done 2 u last nite..i shouldn't make u sad...i shouldn't make u cry...i shouldn't get involved with u...i shouldn't ignore ur call...i shouldn't ignore ur msg... i shouldn't let u down bcoz of me.... mybe yg paling btul, u shouldn't be my fren...i'm not a good fren apatah lg a good gf. u know dat i'm bad.. u know dat i can help myself 2 forget him.
u u....i juz wanna say thank u. u gler baek kot..hehhe. u sabar jer ea ngn i..i tau i mulut jahat kot. i suka cakap bukan2..fikir bukan2 en. sorry wt u rsau bout me..sory wat u x tido dlm train...sory wt u cmni..hmm.
seriouz ble 1st tyme u call i, my fren yg agkat..dat tyme mmg i xde. i'm quite surprised ble dgr izwan(kawan muz) call i..what for? dlm otak i, i pk nie msty x laen x bukn nk maenkn i...nk test i or whteva it is. but u cakap bukan maen manis ngn i..bukan maen baek. yeah...nk knal. dulu xleh knal sbb i gf muz? hahha..statement 2 mmg lawak u.. tp last nite, u mmg dh hncurkan i gler2. i trust u...i caye u ckp. yela..ble i tnye mula2, u ckp u mmg xde pakatan, xde komplot ngn muz... sbb u kawan i, i caye. tp u tipu izwan... ble i dgr u story everything, ble i dgr pe yg dia pesan utk i, ble i dgr semua yg i patut dgr, i rs cm dah xde feelings...empty u tau... i xtau nk ckp pe. i x sgka korang cm2...i x sgka dia ada..i x sgka dia wt cm2..n i x sgka u pn trlibat...gler trkejut dgr dia ada with u tyme u mnta 2...huhuhu. speechless u....
i nk jd kuat dpn u...i xnk tunjuk i lemah dpn guyz. but u tau i rs cm dh xde pe dh dlm my life lpas dgr u cte. i rs down sgt...tp i dah ok. i xleh tdo pn last nite...pg td bru i tdo btul, u tau bapaks sakit kpala i..hehe. sorry x answer ur call smlm. byk kali u call..40x kot. i biar jer my hp bunyi..i xtau nk ckp pe if i answer. sorry...
i xtau pe yg u tau bout me...i xtau pe yg dia story kt u bout me..i xtau n xkn tau kot. so i leave it 2 u nk pk pe bout me..hee :) now i rs dah ok. xnk sakitkan kpala i..i xnk serabutkan otak i. u tau i rs cm depressed gler..stress yg amat. i rs xleh concentrate stdy ble bnda2 cmni jd...so i dah pk, i nk stdy elk2. insyaallah...i nk success u..hee. so i start buang bnda yg alwayz wt i buang masa n hanyut with it, such as:
*FACEBOOK ..... so i nk delete fb. nty i slalu buang masa buka fb, buka2 org nyer, amik tau bout org.. smetymes i jd sedih. so by deleting fb, dah kurang sikit sakit jiwa i nie..hehhe
*PICTURES...... yg 2 brg yg mmg wt i cm nk mampus gler jer..haha. tp xpe..gonna throw semua kot..hee.
*HANDPHONE....hehe.. u caye jer la eh. my fren suggest kt i suh tukar no. tp i pk cm melampau jer..hehe. let say 1 day u xleh cntact i da, meanz i x pkai da no 2.. truk an..haha. drastik sungguh.. patut la u cakap i gler. lari dari tanjung rambutan en u...hehe ;p
*X NAK GET INVOLVED NGN KORANG2 BOLE TAK? HEHE.... xnk kcau korang da..xnk de kaitan ngn u, dia n uia kot..hehe. nad gler en :p tp 2 yg trbaek...hee
hmmm..nad nie da melampau en..pape hal pn thanx yer wahai mr arif izwan.. xtau nk merepek pe da..hee. minta maaf minta maaf minta maaf sebab layan awak camtu. sila maafkan saya..sila jgn amik hati k.. andai 1day saya dah ok, insyaallah kita akn jadi kawan cm biasa.
anda jgn terlalu pk bout saya..anda berhak dpt org yg lg baek dr saya..anda berhak anda berhak utk happy..but bukan dgn saya. saya x mampu awak..
anda jgn sedih2..x macho laki sedih..hee. chill k.. sila senyum selalu.. saya mungkin x akn alwayz ada utk anda, tp sila igt, saya sgt2 hargai kehadiran anda b4 diz.. mungkin anda pernah wat silap kat saya, mungkin anda pernah tipu saya, mungkin anda pernah berlaku tidak jujur ngn saya, mungkin anda pernah wat pakatan dgn dia utk saya, mungkin anda pernah kecewa sebab saya, tp saya tahu anda baek... terima kasih awak...
awak ajar saya cmne utk kuat..awak ajar saya cmne utk ketawa...awak lawakz..awak ngoks gak..awak giller sgt2...hehe. n anda baek kot...
dr saya yg x bape nk betul: akmal nadhirah mohd ramli :))
p/s: kawan... thanx 4 everything.. :))